I could use someone

[SpaceCadetKid]

so im not all too sure what the term for my case would be, im guessing transgender or transgenderist
since i was little ive always felt i was a boy. my heart and mind both told me so.
i came out to my mother and friends two days ago
she has known for sometime that i like girls but thats about it
i have an amazing fiance...who is a leabian.
she is okay with my decision. said i am her only exception, i feel so horrible for dragging her into this with me...
i cant keep living as a girl. its not who i am inside. i want to be able to pass as a male but i have no clue how
body wise i could manage but i have an extremely girly face and until my hair grows back out i cant hide it
im in the process of saving money for a bind and a pack
i was going to try to do the t but to be honest since i dont want to have the bottom surgery the thing it said about clit enlargement freaked me out :/ i just need an experienced friend. btw, Im Alik(:

[Amadeus.X]

Hello, I'm Amadeus.   I just found this site today and was hoping to find someone who could relate to me, when I came upon your post.

I know you said you were looking for an experienced friend--which, unfortunately, at the age of 18, I am not--but I think it would be nice just to talk to another FTM.  I too have friends to whom I've come out, and they're incredibly supportive, but nothing compares to talking to someone who has experienced / is experiencing the same thing as you.  I really hope you get to read this, as I know your post is a few months old.

In any case, if you read this, feel free to reply to this or private message me. 

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